Sunday - so today i was ment to go to the towns amusement park but i actually didnt..bit annoying really considering the day has been pretty good for it, i dont really know what to say today, im feeling quite miserable because not only do i have a problem with food i�have depression too, so thats contributing into my daily schedule. I put off breeakfast today till around half 1 quater to 2 only a small bowl cant be too many callories, i did a bit of excercise then did some singing, had a shower and then was feeling so low i shoved down me some toast and cheese, i felt so disgusting that my body wanted to purge it back up although my mum got a bit suspicious even with the water running.. Humm. So now im sat here and writing this, feeling quite lonely and empty, i should be happy because tomorrow its my birthday and then i have next weekends plans to maybe look forward to, but still im just not happy. Tonight we are having a big family meal and i dont know wether i will keep it down, i feel to tired to burn and exercise it all off and i might collapse if i do, but its a risk im gonna have to take if i want to keep the weight off. Thanks to everyone on WD today who have replied to my posts and the advice you gave me about future sneaking about :) hope everyones having a good day.
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